I'm laughing at the irony... One month after our second date and things are over. How strange is that? This 3 month whirlwind of a first experience of an intimate relationship with a man I thought could be the ONE... included 6 meets, over 600 miles, about 50 hours (1/3 of which was in traffic or on the road), and for a man who wasn't even loyal to me... or any one girl for that matter, not even the one he swears he loves. Well... that's over with and now it's just heartbreak and working hard to get over him...
MIND YOU ~~ I actually asked multiple girls how to handle missing him. They said to text him and write emails to let him know he was on my mind. ... So I did that. And in the end... I came off as "overwhelming"... where was the advice to simply ignore him??
First guy down... where my future hubby be? I can't help but feel sad... cuz I actually cared... damn it!
IF I DIE YOUNG (The Band Perry)
If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
oh oh oh oh
Lord make me a rainbow
I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you
when she stands under my colors oh and
Life ain't always what you think it ought to be no
ain't even grey but she buries her baby
The sharp knife of a short life well
I've had just enough time
If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
The sharp knife of a short life well
I've had just enough time
And I'll be wearing white when I come into your kingdom
I'm as green as the ring on my little cold finger
I've never known the lovin' of a woman,
But it sure felt nice when she was holdin' my hand
There's a girl here in town, says she'll love me forever
Who would have thought forever could be severed by
The sharp knife of a short life well
I've had just enough time
A penny for my thoughts
oh no I'll sell them for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin?
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin...
If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had, just enough time
If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down
No... I'm not ending this post like this... ENJOY how I will try to be like now...
